Everything doesn't seem to be right.

internet is being such a bitch nowadays. grrr

Afifah sheckler — Fri, 02 Apr 2010 21:16:15 PDT

Hello :D sorry for leaving my blog dead for like !#@@$%$#. Ha ha ha. like i say,internet is being such a bitch nowadays. grrr and besides that,i'm busy with life and stuff. My life has been quite hectic these days and at the same time i've been enjoying my life with my girlfriends and bumblebee. i love you bumblebee. And to you best friend,i'm dissapointed with your behavior nowadays. you've changed. i miss the old you. seriously. the one who always care for me,pampered me. the one who always abide with my behavior even though i always throw tantrums at you. And the one who always be there for me when i'm down. where have all this behavior of yours gone to? i seriously miss you. you know who you are and by the way,i'm not referring to any of my girlfriends or even bumblebee. and not to forget, Happy birthday to Nasuha baby! i hope you like the surprise. Ha ha ha. i'm lazy to upload the pictures sorry! oh yah,bumblebee come back home quickly. i miss you so much! meet up soon! i love you.

Afifah xoxo.

solitude.

Afifah sheckler — Sat, 06 Mar 2010 01:19:07 PST

Hey guys! sorry cause i didn't even update my blog for the past few weeks. i'm busy with my life and school. Life? life has been great. school? quite okay but stressing due to alot of projects,test and and other stuff. so yeah,if i didn't update my blog,i'm very sorry. and yeah,i don't know why nowdays i'm quite moody and i just feel that i wanna be alone. in other words,i just want to be solitude for the time being. maybe because of mood swing? i don't know. anyway,here's are some photos that we took during the past few weeks and valentine's day :D

At last.

Afifah sheckler — Sat, 30 Jan 2010 23:57:53 PST

guys guys guys! hey! sorry for making my blog so damn dead. my internet connection sucks big time. anyway,im in the library now with nona babylove. and yeah,i will not be updating my blog for the time being. and to those people who ask me to link them,i'll link you guys as soon as possible okay. sorry !

Great story! you should read it :D

Afifah sheckler — Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:24:33 PST

Impossible Things Can Happen.

Some guys in high school are "all that".They have everything going for them;they hang out with all the right people;they have all the good looks;they are so popular they have half the girl population in the school drooling over them;and they are totally unreachable.In so many words,this is how i would categorize Eddie. He had a great body,he was cool and i loved everything about him. I loved the way he made me feel every time he walked by.Most of all,i loved hiss bright brown eyes.He was prefect. I had a huge crush on him the moment i saw him but,of course,that was all he would be to me. A crush.I had always been this regular girl who just hung out with my friends during lunch,pretending not to care about anything but secretly glancing in his direction every now and then. He had always been the guy everybody knew and respected. Compared to him,i felt like i was insignificant.My best friend,Angela,knew everything about my secret crush on him,and she would never fail to remind me that we were not meant to be.In fact,she would remind me,if people knew that i had a crush on him they would probably laugh their brains out. It was like i was this commoner with a huge crush on my king.Although we were never formally introduced,some how our paths crossed.He talked to me one day when we were both late for school. he said "hi" and asked me why i was late, Naturally,i pretend to be unaffected and answered him right back.After that,i head to my class.I was happy.He had recognized me as a living,breathing object that went to the same school.If i were in the gymnast,i would have done several back flips just to release this flying feeling in my chest.I mean,i already felt a shiers up my spine every time i saw him. So when he spoke to me it felt like someone had just poured a glass of cold water on my head. After that incident,we casually chatted when we see each other during lunch. Nothing personal,just some small talk that would last for a minute or two. Although we were talking and all,i could never imagine myself being his girlfriend.Pigs would fly before anything like that would ever happen to me. One day,Angela's cousin frm abroad came to visit her.She would be staying with Angela for a week. Her name was Tasha. We were introduced,and i liked her immediately.She was nice,funny,totally cool and a model back home.She had beautiful blue eyes and,well,i just had eyes.There was nothing to hate about her.Angela and I both loved hanging out with her so much that i finally suggested that she join us in school one time. Unknowingly,i initiated my own suffering. When we went to school with her the next day,everybody was looking.She had those foreign looks and,well,she was a model.Everything was fine until she saw Eddie.Guess what?She decide that she had a crush on him,too.Worse,she wanted to date him.she asked me to introduce them.I felt like i had no other choice.I introduced them and told Eddie that she wanted to g out with him.To my disgust,he willingly agreed.I could have strangled myself.S they went out,and i found out the next day that they had kissed. I can still feel the stabbing feeling in my chest when i found out,I couldn't believe that "my guy" was with this girl who liked him for just a second when i had been dreaming of him forever.It was unfair that she got to kissed him,and i didn't even get to tell him how i felt.I was too hurt to cry. The day Tasha was leaving back home,Angela decided to stay home and spend some time with her.I went to school. At the end if the day,Eddie approached me and asked if i could take him over to see Tasha before she left.After some persuasion,I finally gave in.Bur he would not be delivered to my rival without a cost. I get in his car and gave him directions to Angela's house making sure he took the longest way possible to get there, When we were nearing the house,i pretended to be lost,and i led him around the circles until he almost ran out of gas. After talking and hugging and saying good-bye to Tasha(Although i liked her a lot,i was secretly glad to see her go),it was time for us to leave, Eddie offered to take me hime,and this time i gave him better directions,What a lame way to get even. After Tasha left,Eddie and i were closer. We would go out sometimes and share more than just a small talk.He wold even join us for lunch sometime.I now know why he was so popular. He was incredibly nice and absolutely fun to be with. I found myself falling for him more and more each day,Several times i wanted to let him know that I,too wanted to fate him.Maybe i would get a kiss,too. One day he asked Angela and me to go to the mall. Angela never showed up so Eddie and i hung out by ourselves. I was over helmed.Deep inside i was thanking Angela for not making it. It was almost a date only he didn't know.He asked me if i wanted to see a movie.I said yes.My heart was pounding.I swear he could hear it as we sat beside each other,I couldn't help it but think of what it would be like if he knew i liked him.I felt so so strongly about him,and something inside me felt like he had to know. Since words are always so awkward for me,i decided that i wouldn't tell him;i would just kiss him. I gathered up my strength and took a deep breath.i leaned on him a little,and he didn't seem to mind,i slowly faced him to plant my trembling lips on his cheek. When i looked at him,i was surprised that he was looking at me ,too. I was so nervous.I could have choked on my on tongue.Then suddenly,he kissed me.I mush have looked very stupid because i had my eyes open the entire time. i was in heaven. I found out later that Eddie had liked me before he met Tasha.He admitted to me that he had never had the courage to let me know because he thought i would like him,especially after i had introduced him to Tasha, Eddie and i have been together for 4 years now and everything is still like brand- new.Not bad for two people who thought they would never be together.Surely,impossible things do happen.

Heyy! Obviously,this is not my story at all. i just love reading this story so much. And now,i want to share this story with you guys. I hope you guys like it so much like i do! :D

XOXO

Get well soon :D

Afifah sheckler — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 12:12:04 PST

Heeyyy wassup? oh yeah! sorry for not updating my blog this few days .im kinda of lazy and busy. haha. Anyway,today i did nothing much actually. i just went to meet monmon because he was sick. awwwwwww. pity him. hmm,i miss you a lot anyway. Get well soon okay dearest . He was too lazy to buy his own food and he asked me to buy for him instead.so yeah.i did. oh yah! before i forget,monmon birthday approaching soon! yay! i know what to buy for him already.yay! surprise surprise. meet you on friday okay . ;D
And not forgetting,i miss AISYAH,NONA and NAZERAH badlyy :( i miss you guys. meet up soon lovee. Till here then. i better get my beauty sleep now. it's getting late. i don't want to have eyebags when i woke up. i look ugly with those eyebags.hahha. Goodnight!

Yours sincerely,
Afifah Blaise.

My skaterbabe :D

Afifah sheckler — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:00:22 PST

Meet my skaterbabe,Azreena :D She's damn funny plus friendly. i meant it. v v v friendly .
she's a great friend to talk with. trust me. she's good at entertaining people. nyhahha. if only you have the same interest as us. we adore skater dudes :D we have alot of things in common. i think. hahah. overall,she's a great friend :D anyway babe,you're welcome and meet up soon okay lovee! love you!

CHRIS COLE IS WAY MORE BETTER THAN RYAN SHECKLER! :D

Afifah sheckler — Tue, 03 Nov 2009 02:30:54 PST

I love Chris Cole. he is way more better than ryan sheckler. like seriously! WAY MORE BETTER THAN RYAN SHECKLER!! Chris Cole rocks! I LOVE CHRIS COLE.

I'm glad. farewell to you dearest.

Afifah sheckler — Sat, 31 Oct 2009 04:24:12 PDT

Hello people. ignore my previous post ,i was not in the mood.. anyway,i'm glad. i'm glad that i've changed how a person live their life. From bad to good. your welcome ipit and don't mention it. i wish you all the best in life. takecare of yourself. don't ever go to the wrong path again. study hard and all the best to you dearest ipit. and not to forget,i've forgiven you :D

to ryn:
Babe,don't you ever feel guilty ok?i should be thanking you for telling all those stuff. i know he won't hate you. cause i know him very well. he's a nice guy. he don't like to hurt others. so yeah.

<3

Afifah sheckler — Tue, 27 Oct 2009 01:18:00 PDT

yesterday,i slept around 1am. hahha. thanks irrdaufy for accompanying me through the whole night . but then,he slept before sending me a goodnight sleep message-,- . nevermind. HAHAH.
Anyway,wish me luck for tomorrow okay people. cause i'm getting back my results slip and what class am i gonna be in next year. im scared . i don't want to retain. if i don't,i don't want to go to class NB or NC. it's not that i'm looking down on them. it's only that i want to be in the first class which is in NA class. Wish me luck ! thank you^^. btw, MY BBY KELING NAZERAH AHMED is sickk. aww,get well soon okay babee. hope to see you soon. love you. and lastlyyy,i miss my heroines. NONA ,AISYAH AND NAZERAH AHMED! meet you guys tomorrow ^^ love you,love you,love you!

23 october 2009<3

Afifah sheckler — Sat, 24 Oct 2009 04:22:47 PDT

yesterday is one of the best day in my life . i love yesterday.<3.. I won't elaborate. let the pictures do the the talking :D